I was lazy since the holidays started like 2 months ago, if not mistaken. The wings of time brought me to somewhere else, perhaps a world that may not be discovered, until I forgot the theory that time will neither stop or rest when you do. I don't really like 2013, as its beginning didn't show much happiness or excitement that have made me satisfied. Oh come on, I shall not bring this pessimistic character forward in the new year.
Kay then. Let's talk about 2013, as I don't know what to comment on 2012 anymore. It seemed so far from me, further than ever. Though 2012 was good for me, there's no ache, no pain and no loneliness, still, it's now over. And my real 18 will be gone very soon after 4 months. Perhaps Taiwan trip was the best adventure that I've done so far. We went Taiwan without tour guide, yet with our own preparations by surfing internet, asking relatives and friends at Taiwan.
Did I tell you that I actually hoped to join student exchange programme? Either 2 weeks or 1 month. However, some money issues and problems occurred, my parents are a little worried (not a little, hmm), until they're not supportive in me joining this activity, so I guess there's no chance for me to gain an experience like this. I should just applied two years ago, when the organization came to our school and encouraged us to have a try on it, and perhaps you'll get something that you've never learned before, and it might change your life, or I mean lifestyle, or perception and estimation in life. Too bad, I failed to join, but I'll say, the Taiwan trip did certainly make me learnt something.
I told myself that I was brave enough, to have a self traveling experience. Don't you think it's cool? To go everywhere anywhere by your own self, with complicated and mixed sentiments, be nervous, excited, cheerful, terrified, worried, etc. Seriously I'm suck in spilling my feeling in heart, I just can't find the suitable words to describe them. But still, I feel happy indeed, as all that 8 days in Taiwan made me smile whenever I've thought of them. I remembered to take plenty of shots over there, so if there's one day when memories turn into splinters and I'm no longer able to place these memories into the precious box hid in the corner of my heart, there're still photos that framed the moments forever and ever, for me to look at.
Sorry that I don't really have the mood to write the details of the trip - that I aimed, and I found my courage back. Guess what, I would really like to share with anyone of you the feelings and all stuff that I experienced in a different country compared to us. It gives me inspiration to trust that 2013 will be a good one. Oh no, I mean, I will make 2013 a better one.
I'll soon turn off my lazy mode and write about the trip more. Thanks for giving me courage, Lord. I'll give my love to the others as much as I can and I trust that You and the others will give me more, as always. Oh yeah, read "The Lucky One". There's one character named Clara inside, haha. It made me thought of Clara in SAM. Nah here's the quote that I love in the story: "It was a life, she eventually concluded, that had been lived in the middle ground, where contentment and love were found in the smallest details of people's lives."
lol sounds vividly sad. Hey but remember, there's always no point to be upset if you're not going to pay your endeavour as your next step. Good luck guys and happy advanced new year. :)